went to buy my contacts yesterday. and you know what! my eyesight WORSENED BY A LOT! OMG. I AM GOING BLIND AM I? ohno. i dont want to be blind. omgomgomg. haii.



nice right! hahhaha. took this at t3 when sending my sister off. there are nice songs coming from it too. hehhee.

my eyesight got so worse that i cannot even see the bright moon clearly. ohman. but prom is tomorrow! cool!

a pretty song. herrrrh.

( 風遇上風箏 還沒有邀請 已經一齊愉快旅行 )

cutting my hair finally tomorrow. hahahaha. shall make a trip to the optical shop too. if i have the mood. hahahaha! ohman. still loads of things to buy. howhowhow? will things i need drop from the sky? herh herh herh.
totally looking forward to friday. how much fun will i have? i hope and i bet its loads. herh herh.

..yet words put together will be able to make your day. ALWAYS. (:

and my sis left for japan yesterday.

slept for around 2 hours before waking up to send her to the airport.

its 14hours and 30minutes left(:

BYEBYE!

hahhaha. may not be the best song to depict my mood. but oh well. thats the title!!


A was all the way. =.= total dooms.

i seriously think i have to repear year 2. haiii. but let me enjoy these months at least.

econs tomorrow but i was watching my videos the whole damn day. how to pass you tell me. i seriously lost my momentum to study and i cannot find it like seriously.

is almost as cold as the weather. garhs.

ohman. so sad.

so the DOOMSDAY officially started):

god bless me and guide me along.

fucked up. like totally.

the school. and myself.

i know we have around 40days but do have to to do things so not systematically. lessons. wtf do you mean lessons. we have tons of lessons. you wants which lesson? roll eyes till max.

you put all the papers there. how to find. you busy we not busy lar. =.=

and i am totally superbly dumb like wth. so many blanks for math. so many blanks for chem.

totally fucked up.

caught FAME today. nice. (:

hehe. at least we did not became angry with keqin. ahahha! but i really want to catch the time traveller's wife and the ugly truth. oh no. does that mean i have to burn my wallet with holes. hhahaha.

no. please. i dont want to see you again. bless me all.

follow your dream. ♥

aye aye. havent been studying. ohno. slacking has long been integrated to my life. dont seem to be able to differentiate it out. since a slap is possible to wake someone drunk up. can someone slap me to make me sober and study?

seriously feeling so fucked up of everything. but ohwell. things will get better i think. i hope. i guess.

but my cousin is totally imba. i tell you. she is willing to get 3 cane strokes in exchange for biscuits. hahahha. in the end. she got owned by one stroke. but i seriously think she is imba to the max lar. i doubt no one ever does that barter trade before. and she ate things before that to be hungry still.

thats the world of kids aint so? they are willing to give up something to get what they want.

...even though i still want what i want.

hahha. happy day everyday.
to loves. be happy everyday! (:


la la la la la.

thats the only thing i can feel right now. plus that uncertainty and and whatever-ly mixed feelings. thats the last thing i ever wanted. but no it is not going to go off soon. at least for this period of times.

i just wonder how other people think and why people think such a way that i will never ever be able to comprehend. oh well.

neutral is the key.

on a lighter note. i am trying to change the parting of my fringe and i am feeling so awkward now. oh no.

all because she is the dumbest in the world and she had done the dumbest thing on earth that can ever happen. haha.

forget it. but it is bleeding once again. and the feeling totally sucks. you tell me. who will be stupid enough to cut her fringe to the extent that she mistakenly cut her finger. she know it was her finger. but she just snapped it. tell me she has no problem. tell her that it was supposed to be hurting yet she doesnt feel anything at all.

tell her she she buy a lousy scissors next time so she wont be hurt anymore.

and yes. in school again. (: for 7days a week. i admit not all days are productive but whatever. i enjoy all days. hee.

sometimes. the more you want it. the more you wont get it.

yet again. its friday. so it alright. what more. it is worth it. (:



i so want to watch this. but i am tempted to watch FD4 too. ohno. this is not the thing i should think now!

now i know what it means.

we had an bonding session which is as important. hehehhe.

nevertheless i felt guilty but whatever~(no lynette, you shall not stop me from saying this once.) there are some things which cannot ever be replaced with grades and studying. furthermore, its friday. who wants to suffer on a friday night. and this made me think that i must be super lucky to have been here instead of going at other places. will i be as happy? i doubt so.

sometimes its the minutiae of life that makes life much happier than what we consider success, isnt it so?

my skin is so red and painful. worse still. it looks kind of swollen and i look so fat.):

chemistry does not help make things any better either.

but i thank them for the piece of cake and birthday song. (: ehh. in the end the cake gave way under the sun and melted before i ate it. ohman. so sorry. but i bet the cake is duper nice.

thankyou ♥ and keqin's hug. -grins-

and so i end here. (: hee.

something must be wrong with firefox. my facebook is haywired on ff but not ie. thats a sad thing.

maybe my birthday isnt that bad afterall. at least i get to see 25 the day after and my mama bothers to celebrate for me. despite my uhm. disgraceful grades. hahha.

alright. but its still a day which i ought to do work due to the crazy workload. i know i am ranting and who cares.

i just need a hug i dont know why. hehe. and i still miss you guys whom i didnt get to meet. (:

i seriously wish the day wont come so fast. somehow i think this will be the worst birthday of mine ever.

alright. shall study.

hope kwek forgets about me.

mama and meimei down with foodpoisoning despite eating the same things. am i strong and healthy or what? hahaha. maybe its just a false front.

me is going to be a nun. fine. but why does the ball hates me so much that all the bad things come to me?

tired day. happy day. feeling fat day.

loved class. crazy people. (:

dan dan mian is (hahaha) too salty and spicy for me. its not  淡 at all. LOL.



sorry bella. i forgot to shift the bowls away. ):

oh gosh. my lip is in a dire state totally. i dont want it to rot. ):

please. i need the momentum to study and do my work. i dont want to regret anymore.

wake up!

aim: no Us. at the very least. ):